there are moments, days even when i feel like screaming.
as loud as i can.
for as long as i can.
scream until i am empty.
void of air. of thought. of anger. of hurt. of confusion.
empty of responsibilities. of commitments. of guilt.
free of everything pulling me down into this pit i find myself sinking into.
just scream till it is all gone.
expelling all theses impurities from my system appeals to me on a very feral level.
as self preservation.
as a way to fight back against the world pushing down on me.
similar to how any animal will fight back when pushed into a corner.
this is how i feel - like i need to claw my way out of this corner.
and to start, all i want to do is
SCREAM!
as loud as i can.
for as long as i can.
scream until i am empty.
void of air. of thought. of anger. of hurt. of confusion.
empty of responsibilities. of commitments. of guilt.
free of everything pulling me down into this pit i find myself sinking into.
just scream till it is all gone.
expelling all theses impurities from my system appeals to me on a very feral level.
as self preservation.
as a way to fight back against the world pushing down on me.
similar to how any animal will fight back when pushed into a corner.
this is how i feel - like i need to claw my way out of this corner.
and to start, all i want to do is
SCREAM!
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2 comments:
oh, cole
i feel for you
the pressure you are under
T-
I'm thinking of you, I've been in similar corners from time to time. I'm wishing you a good yell and a quick journey out of this dark place. Lots of love to you.
-Lil'sis
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